So I think the best thing for me to do at this point is be completely honest with myself and you guys. This Master Key journey has taken my life to a place that I never expected. What I thought I wanted wasn’t really what I needed. For the last 7 years I have been a stay at home mom. My life has revolved around my kids and my husband. I have tried a few different business ventures over the years, wholesale real estate investor, and network marketing. Neither my true passion, but seen as a way to better my family. Over this course I have come to realize that the gal in the glass was not who she wanted to be. She spent her days taking care of everyone and everything, bills, the house, cleaning, cooking, dishes, laundry, errands, kids, kid’s activities, schooling, and anything else that came up. She put on a happy face and thought that she was okay, but inside she was silently suffering.
Don’t get me wrong, my kids are everything to me. I know that my life has purpose because of the wonderful people that they are. That alone is worth everything that I do. But, where do I fit in? That was the question that has been in my head over the last few months. I’ve been looking at my DMP and it just isn’t right, not even close. My one sentence that I’ve been saying in place of it isn’t even my DMP. It’s what I have come to realize means most to me and all I want in my life. All I want is to be financially free, completely happy and passionately in love. All things that are missing at the moment.
So, where do I go from here? Well, I have done a LOT of thinking over the last few months and I am in the process of figuring out the true me. I have also figured out that I need to be me outside of the mom/wife me. I will be registering to take my CrossFit Certification 1 to become a coach in February. I am so excited about this! To be able to help/encourage people to be in the best possible shape of their lives and to push them past where they thought was possible is such a wonderful thing. I am looking forward to the transformation that will happen with me, it’s LONG overdue!
Still not sure where I will end up, but, I am on my way to figuring it all out. Thank you all for all the words of encouragement over the last few weeks!